whatcha ona bout girl??

whatcha ona bout girl??
A retrospective on the inner workings of love, flying pancakes, mensa disasters, dandelion cookies, number bending, super salt, bubblegum oysters, chicken spit, crystal kidneys, guerilla carrots, polychromatic tofu, paraphysics, tender vigilanties, black sand, phillastine placebos, wood soup, buttered shuttlecocks, apostrophe training, fish whips, bleeding speed, plastic fantastic lobster telephones, venus drug rehab, clowns on fire, kiosks on a leash, marshmello overcoats, bottled light, fried blood, unbridled hyperthyroidism, folding wine, amygdula tickling, fainting in coils, hamburgers for the apocalypse, plastic memes, and conjugal fritters.....well...the love parts true

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

running prey, butterflies and a would be king


JT "said we'd never miss what we never knew". Actually it was said to him. DF said "confess your passion, your secret fear" I identify with both....
I cant say i respond well to running prey. A man I am. I must admit its not satisfying to see another one run down in the street as I travel past in search of a sweet who passes drama class and dreams of calm over chaos. What king pines for a drama .....queen?
Ive set butterflies free before and weathered train wrecks...never seen smart roadkill though. Value youre freedom and thats all you have to lay (:)) down with on a cold night. Strong walls make a lousy house for love. A king would rather see a sign that says bricks for sale......
made my point move on please.... Here is another rotton self pic from after the pitt game.....

9 comments:

Violet said...

I disagree with "we'd never miss what we never knew." I have never had the kind of relationship I long for but I miss it every single minute of every single day.

I do agree that if your freedom is so valuable to you then you will be alone. I think there are so many people who don't understand there is a huge difference between restriction and a mutually committed relationship.

f1trey said...

kudos Miss Violet..... the followup to that quote goes "how come i miss what i never knew? Drag out the past just to paint it blue...spend my days with a dream of you" Thanks!

Robyn Coffman said...

We're all beginners...

For me, i like to live fully in the moment. I dont bemoan what i dont have... and when i do have, i dont look around and compare.

Drama? Cant stand it? Hiddenness? Cant stand it.

Cute pic, btw.

Be kind to yourself.

f1trey said...

@Robyn Thanks darlin. I am the least photogenic person I have ever known. Some people like you are blessed with a great pictures!
Its good not to have those desires that pull you away from whats important in life....

Kimberly said...

What is wrong with being free? It is valuable

f1trey said...

LOL......"freedoms just another word for nothin left to lose" ..i do love that song....freedom is good.... but life on the island is lonely...no?

Kimberly said...

I can't say if life on the island is lonely. I always find myself with a boyfriend or something like one. I've only been the lonliest when I was involved. Weird, right?

f1trey said...

If you are always with someone then no you shouldnt be lonely ....2 options...your not getting a real relationship.....your not giving a real relationship....and I do say that if you value your freedom in one hand you will not find love in the other....make sense?

Love, Evolution, and Resilience said...

I do think that freedom in the sense that we aught never become responsible for another person's happiness is necessary, otherwise we forget where to find the fuel that feeds the fire... you know?