whatcha ona bout girl??

whatcha ona bout girl??
A retrospective on the inner workings of love, flying pancakes, mensa disasters, dandelion cookies, number bending, super salt, bubblegum oysters, chicken spit, crystal kidneys, guerilla carrots, polychromatic tofu, paraphysics, tender vigilanties, black sand, phillastine placebos, wood soup, buttered shuttlecocks, apostrophe training, fish whips, bleeding speed, plastic fantastic lobster telephones, venus drug rehab, clowns on fire, kiosks on a leash, marshmello overcoats, bottled light, fried blood, unbridled hyperthyroidism, folding wine, amygdula tickling, fainting in coils, hamburgers for the apocalypse, plastic memes, and conjugal fritters.....well...the love parts true

Monday, April 26, 2010

Gold, Brian Wilson, and the good bye


There is never a good time to say goodbye. I wish I could take credit here. But Brian Wilson said it best

I may not always love you
But long as there are stars above you
You never need to doubt it
Ill make you so sure about it
God only knows what I'd be without you

Lemme say the best loves in my world are also intense friendships. Even that, you will find, is far too rare for my liking. Powerful trust and comfort comes rarely on the open sea. But real love is based on more than what the adult world will offer both of us……So I ask you all to bring you’re A game to the table. Cause I want you well fed when I take your hand, put you in bed and snuggle up behind you in perfect comfort…..my arm wrapped around you …….making you safe and secure for the night.
Make peace in your world cause the reality on TV does NOT make me happy.
I think when you have entertainment in the form of COPS, addicted, Jerry Springer, Locked up, CSI, and repo man …..love has few friends in this world.
Life is not easy and apparently people enjoy seeing everyone else’s life in torment.
Im not happy bout that. Happy people make happy relationships.
TV shows, sales people, weight loss commercials, they all imitate love to get your attention. Sex sells. Still…. sex isn’t love. Don’t be fooled. It’s everywhere. And I don’t want you to settle for someone with a sales plan and a mask.
In the face of being marketed to….you will find a lot of people who will use you..…lie….embellish, fake and even put on an act to hide their ugliness …just to get you in bed. Keep your heart close. Its important that you know the difference between hamburger and steak. If you cant….go back to cooking school….. cuz your heart is going to hurt…….. Again. When you find something real….hold onto it with everything you have. Everyone seems to think the love train is just around the corner. Don’t fool yourself. Honestly, some people never see the love train again. So be ready.
My own history includes what I thought would be a good decision. I was wrong. True story. My own marriage devolved to the point that my wife once said to me “I wish you would hurry up and die like your dad should have done years ago”.
I know you’re under a lot of pressure. Work, health insurance, gas prices, car repairs, and food prices make it difficult to work on yourself because you’re managing life.
Think about it. None of that mattered in 8th grade…..did it?
That’s why 8th grade love is just the best. Hunt for that feeling inside yourself. Its done a lot for me.
In a world where money is king……love is only a stranger……nameless, faceless, and passing through.
But its rarity……makes it priceless……..keep your gold…….I’d rather have your hand.
Being wrapped up in real love feels like nothing else. And you know it. New clothes, a good meal, a good movie……just……satisfy for a moment….and that’s all.
You will not be able to cheat …. Lie …fake …or manipulate someone to get that feeling.. If you try to….you will fail……and I will be very sad. So don’t tell me if that’s your chosen path. Cause I cant follow you.

If you should ever leave me
Though life would still go on
believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you

Bring it…….bring nothing. You have already given me much and I want the best for all of you. Keep your heart open. Trey Logan may not be a super genius but he does know the only thing you really have is what you make with someone else. I still have work to do but its worth it to find that love again. Love fail? PASS. I want you there with me when the love train comes to town. I have an extra ticket. So give me your hand and say “hold me”. Cause God only knows if I will ever see you again.

21 comments:

"Seattle" Heather said...

I'm going to miss you. Don't be a stranger over in Seattle.

Miss Angie said...

God, I feel like crying Trey. I'm really sad that I wont have your blogs to look forward to, they've helped me so very much.

But I understand that you have to do what makes you happy, so please find your bliss in life.

I love you Trey, and this little blog adn your comments have given me such a great friend over this time.

"Seattle" Heather said...

Gauge says he feels depressed too. He is going to hold a "Sleepin" for protest. That's just great. Now my dog is going to be even more lazy. Thanks Trey. Now you're gone and Gauge is forever going to be a lazy farting sleeping bulldog. Wonderful I hope your happy!
wink.
Hugs.
H.

The Invisible Seductress said...

Kinda felt like if I didn't post you wouldn't really go away...

You know I love ya!!!

Kimberly said...
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Kimberly said...

*curtain closes*

Just telling it like it is said...

What is it with everyone leaving? I don't get it what about me?

Just telling it like it is said...

What is it with everyone leaving? I don't get it what about me? Doesn't anyone care if I need you to be here?

Crazy Brunette said...

I'll miss you sugar...

My favorite is...

The hardest things in life to say, are hello for the first time
and goodbye for the last...

I agree with you about 8th grade love...

What do you do if you found it and your married to someone else Trey Logan??? Tell me this before you leave for good.

Danielle said...

You will be missed!

f1trey said...

@ Heather- I would LOVE to come there...it sounds like such a cool place...i promise to let you know if i ever get close!

@ Angie- i will miss your blog too girl! and you! you have such a sweet heart and somewhere there is a lucky guy to be had!

@ Heather- Talked to gauge... he says you love him anyway!

@ Invisible- :) feed you green jello when you show......

f1trey said...

Kimberly- Im pullin for ya baby.....nikki says joke em if they cant take a fuc..... !!!!!!!

@ Just- Im envious of whoever you end up with..... keep it wild darlin....

@ Crazy- catch me on facebook ...do it before you forget...i love your blog..keep goin....just cuz im stoppin doesnt mean you should!

@ Danielle- Thats sweet...I dont want to be missed so much as I would love to think that i made some folks understand who I am...... and that i had something to say that they could get a smile from.....

Linda Medrano said...

I'll miss you too. I hope you find all the things in life that will make you joyful and at peace. Good luck and God bless, Honey.

Christiejolu said...

Good luck to you!

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SkitzoLeezra said...

What the HELL, Trey? Just because I fall off the blog wagon for a while, YOU gotta take your ball and go home? I'm SORRRYYYY I missed a couple posts but geez Louise, dude, this is an over reaction.
Wondering what the hey happened to Trey,
I am,
Skitzo Leezra

Amy said...

I can't believe I just saw this. You are one fine man, Trey Logan. A fine man, indeed. i'm honored to have been your blog friend and hope you keep making your difference in the world another way.

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Love, Evolution, and Resilience said...

Everyday I come back here... Wishing and hopin you bring on another...

M S said...

Hi Trey, I've been absent for a while too, but something kicked the ball and hopefully my blogs will be rolling again.

There was a time when I was almost without hope but God offered me a second chance to happiness and I grabbed it, and even with bumps I resolved never to let go.

I sure hope and pray that your train will be coming back again, for you know how to love and cherish and lucky is the woman who could appreciate that.

xoxo

f1trey said...

@ malou- thanks sweetie....big smile.....Im glad your doin well!

@ Love E and R- you know---- I have another blog.........small smile......its by invitation only ....so....im waitin for an email address to give out invites... hehehe :)