whatcha ona bout girl??

whatcha ona bout girl??
A retrospective on the inner workings of love, flying pancakes, mensa disasters, dandelion cookies, number bending, super salt, bubblegum oysters, chicken spit, crystal kidneys, guerilla carrots, polychromatic tofu, paraphysics, tender vigilanties, black sand, phillastine placebos, wood soup, buttered shuttlecocks, apostrophe training, fish whips, bleeding speed, plastic fantastic lobster telephones, venus drug rehab, clowns on fire, kiosks on a leash, marshmello overcoats, bottled light, fried blood, unbridled hyperthyroidism, folding wine, amygdula tickling, fainting in coils, hamburgers for the apocalypse, plastic memes, and conjugal fritters.....well...the love parts true

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Freedom, a good bar keep, and tears for fears

When you play guitar around town the barkeeps are usually kind. They take care of you and you take care of them. Even if it’s on a nite that you’re not playing…if you show up they’ll get you your poison for free. Not a bad deal at all. Nothing free these days….Even freedom costs…..Now I can’t take credit here.

Help me make the most of freedom
And of pleasure
Nothing ever lasts forever

Like everybody I’ve had past loves go bad. The crushes that are NEVER noticed and never spoken of. The one that came close. The one I married. The one that took my breath and heart away the moment I saw her. Oh yeah dude…..good times.
I’ve messed up my share too……. And had some bad choices on my part. The stalker….yeah that was fun….parking my own car around back….deleting 30 messages on voicemail, a prisoner in my own skin…..oh dude….the ones that were technically not divorced ……yet……. But forgot to mention it…..The ones that HAD to , JUST HAD to…..fight EVERY S I N G L E time you went out…... NOW HEAR THIS……NO relationship is preferable to a bad one.
Freedom costs but being a prisoner sucks even worse. But that’s why it’s so valuable. Spend a lot of time in a bad relationship and man there are some good lessons to be learned!

I can’t stand this indecision
Married with a lack of vision

Yeah dude…I have some baggage….but I also have my freedom.
Bring it……...Bring your freedom. Freedom doesn’t do you much good if you’re stuck on past relationships…that’s NOT freedom. Keep your two cents worth of advice I want a bucks worth! (applause goes here) Thank you…....thanks very much…...…Don’t forget to tip your bartender!.......last call…….....


Kimberly said...

I have baggage too...but it's awfully nice baggage.

I do have freedom of sorts. I am in a relationship, 5 years invested. When things aren't going great I simply tell myself "you don't have to live this way". It helps.

f1trey said...

does your current bo realize how the ex still has some power over you????

Kimberly said...

Negative. It's not the ex who has the power...it is what the ex and I symbolized - love, trust, foreverness if you will. I am not over the marriage. I had no closure. I have no closure I still don't know why it happened only that it did. He said to me on 11/11/04 - I can't do this anymore. The last time I saw him was on 11/12/04.

f1trey said...